I’ve had a hard time the past week trying to decipher and decide and really it’s all been emotionally draining. One moment I’m think no way God’s not real, and the next I think seriously who believes this crap. It’s a very odd place to be in. I’ve had a hard time gathering my thoughts and had no clue on what to write about here. It all gives me a headache at times and makes me want to be as far away from the computer as I can be.
As I was riding in the car today the thought came to me. What the hell, do we really think there is a man in the sky listening to our every prayer and he has some sort of magic and can perform things, but only if he wants to or we say the magic word. At that moment I thought NOT, but the moment passed a few hours later than I felt guilty.